” . . . When evening falls, you say, There will be fair weather, for the sky is red;
and in the morning, It will be stormy today, for the sky is red and gloomy. The face of the sky you know how to discern, but you cannot discern the signs of the times.” Matthew 16:2-3
kewl. “the sky is . . .” kewl. the way He described it. awesome. an art of intelligence. the power of His wisdom (:
today : the sky is blue . everyday it is . B-E-A-U-Ti-Ful . weekend’s coming . lai
all day long . we can just laze around the corner . pouched in a couch . all day long . the magazines have all the pics to wonder . the teh has its aroma to grace our senses . awesome . awesomely kewl . well it all had to be a sweet day like this . Lord’s day (:
was having a glance back . the past months have been extra-ordinary . met so many people . graced so many hearty moments . all because He made it real . cant praise Him any lesser . right (: the past was head-strong , heart weak moments . emo times flooded the senses . material worries strangling all glories . u know economy’s bad . but His Economy never ever ! (: I’m often very pissed with myself . of all stuffs and all moments , I’ll strayed a bit . for reasons I dunno why . for sentiments I can feel . but rationales I cant explain . u know . but conversing with Him . reading His words daily morning isn’t anymore daily lazy . I’ve grown . what blessing ! maybe mummy will see me a dummy in all these . but one day He’s gonna save our household . that’s no dummy (: dad’s a little more liberal . though in his words comes some disappointment . nevertheless , things are going smooth . better than before . smooth criminal . hahaha now while listening to “The Forecast” by J.Mraz (yeah mes-mraz-ised) it just boils down to what’s the forecast for my remaining 2 months as an officer of their lives ? u know I learnt more than any can learn from me . He prepared those lessons and I cant thank enough . remember cold-calling ? simple skills that can make me nervous ? well now . a little improvement . but any better ? the compassion just reached out to more folks . B-E-A-U-Ti-Ful!!! I made friends and immediately just wanna sing a song for them all . all these cancel out the days we walked up the stretch of road under the blazing sun . we ain’t no trailblazers ! hahaha BULLS yo! now gonna eat more (as usual) but save bit more . and then some vroom vroom next saturday . time’s changing . the boy’s never too young too old . maybe gotta solve some drunken ones and send them back to society for one last . and sustain the others . that’ll be a swan-song . and soon pack the bags . back to school (:
and before all . maybe a moment together .
bulls are going strong . awesome . united got the slip-ups but those won’t be a real slide . the stats at AH going okay . indication of a stronger tomorrow . coupling with 2 JMs . the music and the feel just gets better . maybe in June the bad boy gone good . . looking forward to the challenge with Him (:
Mmmmm
There’s so much craziness, surrounding me
There’s so much going on, it gets hard to breathe
When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
When I’m not sure of, my priorities
When I’ve lost site of, where I’m meant to be
Like holy water, washing over me
You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
You are the only one who saved me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I’m full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me, yeaaa
And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don’t understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shining in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you
I guess there’s so much more
I have to learn
But if you’re here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn
You make it real for me
And I’m running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That’s why I’ve been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me
When you lower me down
So deep that I, I can’t get out
And when you’re lost, lost and alone
Yes you’d think it was the last place
You’d come back for more
If you don’t want me to leave
Then don’t push me away
Rather blow out the lights
You can watch it all fade
But I’m going nowhere
I’m gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
When you’re closing your eyes
‘Cause you don’t wanna love me
I’m gonna stay
You can’t push me to far
There’s no space in my heart
Where I don’t wanna love you
And when there’s no, no stone
Then how can I feel the corn
If there’s nothing, nothing, nothing left to lose
Then what is this feeling
That keeps on bringing me back to you
So I’m gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
And you’re closing your eyes
‘Cause you don’t wanna love me
So I’m gonna stay, yes I will
You can’t push me to far
There’s no space in my heart
Where I don’t wanna love you
And if you ask me to leave
And I walked away
We’d still be alone
And we’d still be afraid
I’m going nowhere
I’m going nowhere
‘Cause I’m gonna stay
When you just wanna fight
And there’s tears in your eyes
‘Cause you don’t wanna love me
I’m gonna stay
All the tears that I’ve cried
I could leave them to dry
If you don’t wanna love me
Could leave them to dry
If you don’t wanna love me
sats.
“drive march, drive march, drive much” – that’s what i always told myself, coming to the end of this quarter. much is a big word for the month, March. too big. maybe was getting anxious. and eric can be no more right. it’s true. at times too into it. doesn’t make sense. hmm (: was telling nana. how things goes about over my side. not seen each other for “so long” LOL she said. surprise?ha that’s me XP over at PV residents gave me surprises more than i can provide an outlet. some absconded. some abuse alcohols. some got donald-trumped. but things goes hard a little. nice a little. remember nax? he was more that idiot that gyrate around. and not forgetting frolicking in grandma’s garden! and now? an officer in those ordinary people’s life. maybe no travel. no more. special term for the special nax. in His eyes (: i may strayed. again and again. just like angsana dudes. so i should not complain. whining ain’t my style. breaking my own string. i will.
now it’s half-time! Bulls against Milwaukee! goodness. Bulls leading!52-63! big score-line for a break! can’t imagine if i were to be in United Centers! of course as a fan. i pray for the win! wanna see the Bulls back in the playoffs. can’t wait!
and now we’ve got James Morrison’s playing around that corner. kewl. and not forgetting Jason Mraz’. arghh!just can’t get the tics. well i still love the studio ones. betta! and khalil’s. kewl. great summer. great tunes. songs for you, truth for me (:
mons
and there goes a day. not bad a day. rain a little. work’s easy-going. more of registering for my own uni stuffs. xp . . and finally the boy call nax is back and again a student! (: time flies huh? the day when we ducked across the waters to tekong till today. nana was saying it seems like yesterdays when nax was 20? soon. i’m praying things goes faster, Lord’s way. perhaps staying in bros’ house? KEWL. AWESOME-lY KEWL. there. we need not break any strings. no more. once i was little – check James Morrison’s for a minute (:
and then. wow! how can i forget ’bout sat? BULLS WON! great u know. and Lord’s Day’s match was a small reminder : oh gosh. gotta bring that past forest-gump me back to this future. it’s like pale shadow of yesterdays. panting too much. nah. no good. sundown’s coming man. TRAIN! (: so please don’t stop the rain!
for hours. into my mind clouds drift in all the possible moments of a 21st bash. should i? how should i? i dunno. nana : any ideas? see how it goes. save yourself. ha!
once
when i was
little
I was the one,
Who would always
Jump in first
Didn’t think twice
To look behind
Got such a good feeling,
Just from playing
In the dirt
Once,
When I was little
We could build a rocket,
Fly to the moon
Leave Tuesday morning,
And be back for noon
There wasn’t nothing,
Nothing that we couldn’t do
Once, when I was little
Once, when I was little
Yeah I could dream more then
Yeah I could believed more then
That the world
Could only get better
Yeah I was free more then
I could pretend more then
That this life could
Only show me good times
Once, when I was little
There was a time
When I trusted everyone
(Yes I did)
There was no place
That I would not go oh no
Spend a day on the hillside
Next to the holly mo
Oh once, when I was little
Yea once, when I, I was little
Yeah I could dream more then
Yeah I believe more then
That this world
Could only get better
Yeah I was free more then
I could pretend more then
That this life could
Only show me good times
Once, when I was little
Used to feel so strong
Even when they tell me,
Tell me I was wrong
That I can’t live
In a magic world
Cause it’s time
For me to grow up
That I got to be
Like the rest of them
When I know
There acting up ohh
I could believe more
Then yes I could
I could pretend more then
That this life could
Only get better
I could believe more
Then yes I could
I could pretend more then
That this world could
Only show me good times
Once, when I was little
When I was little
So here comes the next one,
The next in line
Stay as young you can,
For the longest time
Cause those days flew by
Like a breeze
Just passing through
Once, when I was little
friday
tonight, let’s rest. later on before going to bed, let’s have a simple and sweet prayer. and leave it all to God (: it’s like . . shag! what a week. and once again i see a tough week coming up. job’s done go home – nah. isn’t practical in the world of pv. counting my own hours aint no practical stuffs. counting my tired legs minutes aint no practical limits. but at least that’s Life. no doubt. every nitty gritty stuffs. every little thing.
mister frankly says : “touch up the good work, and carry on walking” get the objectifs (:
saturday
inner struggle – no one to blame – but that stray just can’t shake it off. wanna establish our souls. wanna say that out. but a lil shamed. but i’m trying as walking on that thin line. reflections across. yesterdays’ lunch at kim tian place was great. simple bowl of soup. with that bit of nostalgia. perhaps other days gotta try the congee(:
inspiración
if there’s only one thing left here, that i cant get enough, is the time we spend with Him . at all times we experience , we breathe , we enjoy , we gain , we Love . all in one night . i cant enjoy enough of His grace . its through the very Words, that messages were sent into my mind . that’s inspiración . it’s the establishing of our souls . our spirits’ there always . pure as it is . it’s the soul . the willpower that sways and strays . so we must establish them . oh thank Lord (: it’s just just just great to catch up with the bros, david, shi jie, vito and all . and a light chat with bro jimmy was refreshing . a simple night . simplicity from Him makes perfect . shaun says its enlightened nax . maybe . a bit . but everybody’s gotta learn . and its a sweet lesson to begin with . i see a busy week coming up . packed . planned . poised . poised for more joy . and yep . no longer should i read His words in vain . distractions are always there . it’s up to us to stay calm . focused . establishing our souls (:
aptitud
fitness it is . time to get cracking . the core needs better shape . its off to busy week but no doubt no rest in the nest . me the egg will crack soon by may (: hola!
goodbye
well today’s kingslin’s last day – and yet again, time flies, huh? hahaha six weeks and there it goes . interesting , to know her childhood and all . nice girl great personality . very un-like of girls nowadays . definitely suitable for being a OT (: as of this day coming to its very end , the mood stays good . thanks for your toblerone too ! the mood stays calm while it gets wild inside as you get more residents out to work . what a joy ! i experienced Him daily and that’s the ultimate joy ! in PV so many many fleeting moments and passing people but so many life-long rich lessons learnt . amused . but more . amazed (: with this today’s entry comes in khalil’s song “goodbye melody rose” but but by just the words , one by one , they spoken volume for the week . and this is goodbye to kingslin , six weeks and oh my ! mine will be soon ! that’s how many more ?
melody
the tempo gets a bit draggy and let’s add some groove – typing speed gets faster i meant . cant help it . that’s just what we gotta do in cs office . everybody’s just cant rest . and mid-week i rested a bit . but strayed a bit . and shy from it . i wanted to gain more from Him . and his forgiveness and love was like . . how great ! (: and a self-thought phrase kept coming into my mind for these days . . “a Word a day , keeps the devil away” don’t know why . but well – His words are great ! and orange moon , always on my mind , the lyrics just came into the grey matter and never leaves . they will never . that will be the melody for that evening for a special rose .
rose
so again – who’s the rose . or should i say who to be . i don’t know ! we don’t know ! but He knows . but tonight’s show moved ( though it irritated a bit ) me . as long as we learn to be real satisfied while pursuing Him , we’ll be His lovely happy children . that simple . hope mum stop the comparison and all . i pray , still . . . cause she’s also one rose . and every rose has thorns , so why when we saw the thorns in us . we’re so shy that it become a hypocrisy and we just ignore it . so i’ll just learn and i should . from everyone . its in this bed of roses . we engaged and tussle a bit here and there . get interacted and learn and get the thorns shove off . we can . its just whether we want (:
goodbye , melody , rose
tonight’s sweet . the call from her is sweet . the people i work with are sweet . i miss the gathering . but tomorrow will be going for another . also sweet . that’s Life . . add a cube of Bublé’s sugar into the night . great
goodnight melody rose
That’s Life
(Don’t let it get you, don’t let it get you down
For this world keeps on spinning ’round)
That’s life
That’s what all the people say
You’re riding high in April
You’re shot down in May
I know I’m gonna change that tune
When I’m back on top in June
I say that’s life
& as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks
Stompin’ on your dreams
But I don’t let it, let it get me down
‘Cause this fine ol’ world keeps spinning ’round
I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn & a king
I’ve been up & down & over & out
But I know one thing
Each time I find myself, flat on this face
I pick myself up & get back in the race
That’s life
I can’t deny it
I thought of quitting, baby
This heart wasn’t gonna buy it
And if I didn’t think it was worth one single try
I’d jump right on a big bird & then I’d fly
I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn & a king
I’ve been up & down & over & out
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself flat on my face
I pick myself up & get back in the race
That’s life
That’s life & I can’t deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out
But my heart won’t buy it
But if there’s nothing shakin’ come this here July
I’m gonna roll
I’m gonna roll
I’m gonna roll myself up in a big ball & die
Can’t deny it
That’s Life
this must be some bored moments of my time : checking up the net for these 2’s definitions
mil⋅lion⋅aire [mil-yuh–nair]
–noun
| a person whose wealth amounts to a million or more in some unit of currency, as dollars. |
| any very rich person. |
s⋅lum⋅dog
–noun
“You can’t put a limit on anything. The more you dream, the further you get.”
– Michael Phelps
Kewl. that came from the One. Once flying without wings, now I’m spreading it. Coupled with a glass of oat milk, you’ll see me skate across the water surface even faster. it feels, feels so good (: at work, great to have doris back. yeah. one will be skeptical but really deep down its great! cool down the tensions, have a mentor learn from the experienced, adopt an alternate strategy, we cant stop learning. thank Lord (: the core is heating up, receiving the confirmation for adidas sundown, feels good too. now its time to start cracking. it all boils down to the core. maybe once was looking forward to the 21st with that zeitgeist. but not very now. its the eternal sunshine that’s better. hmm perhaps not the word ‘better’. eternal speaks some volume. thus a one-night bash isn’t everything. all i want will be a gathering with some real great close frens. bros out there. shut out the dudes. sisters out there. shut out the ladies. they form the core (:
Imaginings. they’re imaginings. wasn’t really paying attention to life after o.r.d. but nana’s sweet later gave me a punch in the mind. like what kel always say. work isn’t everything. he can’t bear to see me, a young up-and-coming mr-twenty to stressed out by those freaks. yeah i meant freaks as in the workload. not them. never ever. it was good. in Pelangi. met so many people. what a family. its never the money. that counts the sum of all fears. life isn’t mathematics. its what He gave us. provide He will (: for now it’s time to learn the ropes from doris. it feels good to being made useful for His purpose! so we’ll go on and on . . . till May with ‘mother’ and all!
Phelps. It’s time. it’s sunday! yeah. Lord’s day – the day will come (: now going for twenty laps. at least. definitely.
The Core
a boy's dreamscape - nax: d'villa 